The last eleven weeks have been intense, mostly involving matters of work and Mr. P's retirement. For a variety of reasons - protecting the privacy of others and not boring the snot out of you - I haven't written with great specificity about what's been going on.
In a nutshell, when Mr. P's retirement became officially official, I suddenly found myself in the position of having to find a full time job (this after working minimally part time the last few years; a schedule that suited me very well temperamentally). I ended up accepting a position, then declining it, and then accepting it again.
For the last eleven weeks, I've worked two jobs (my original part time job two days a week, then three days a week at the new place). I found myself spending hours working (ironically, enough) with numbers. I did so much calculating and counting, Mr. P took to calling me "The Count" after the Sesame Street character (really you should go watch the video, it's hysterical ... "and when I'm alone I count myself" - hee hee). The volume of numbers was so great I was dreaming of numbers in my sleep.
With Mr P's post retirement career falling into place, I was able to make the decision of continuing with full time work (or not); I decided to give notice to the new job, a difficult decision because the women I worked with were wonderful ... I miss them already. But I have to say, I do not miss the actual work. I have now returned to my part time work and I am so glad I am able to do so.
My life is back to a semblance of "normal", with the added benefit of having Mr. P retired from the Marine Corps and working in a regular kind of job. While I'm proud of his military service, I am greedily selfishly happy to have him to myself. It is still hard to believe that we now own our lives - we can choose where we live, for example - for the first time in our married lives. It's pretty heady stuff, this!
During these last couple of months, I've had a difficult time unwinding from work. Artwork was pretty much out of the question. All I was good for after work was watching TV and reading. I did manage to use my camera more and while I don't love interrupting the flow of an occasion to snap photos, I think I'm more accepting of it as an alternative creative tool when I can't get to my papers and paints.
I have so much I want to write about - I've learned so much the last couple of months. I am sifting through it all and hope to document some of it here.
Monday was my first weekday back on my old part time schedule and I had the day to myself. Managed to sit down and finish this piece that had been sitting on my table for a few months. Such a nice feeling to get back to normal-ish.
Untitled
Mixed Media (collage, acrylic paint, colored pencil, gel medium)
5" x 7" gallery wrapped canvas